Monologue-ing

I currently find myself freaking out about the fact that auditions for the University Theatre season are in 3 days. And I have one monologue that is way too long and only partially memorized. And I need one more. There's something utterly terrifying about auditions. Much more so than actual performances. You put yourself out there for exactly 3 minutes and just beg for them to judge you. I don't like to be judged. But for some strange reason the theatrical community insists that they are necessary. So my fellow actors and I continue to submit ourselves to their scrutiny. Let's hope Thursday's audition is actually worth the effort. Rehearsal here I come....